My heart is in pieces Lord, as well tou know. R told me he is leaving us, and I will be a single mom to a teenage boy, who deperatly needs his dads guidance and support. I am sad because my R ignores me for 6-7 weeks at a time. that is not very Christian, he has NEVER said SORRY or Forgive me. He will not resolve any differences. His way to resolve is to take his problems to his ex wife from over 15 years ago. ( she loves us to argue, and does her best to cause it.) I will lose my home and job if he leaves. I am feeling it is difficult to want to eat. i feel depressed and want to just sleep all the time. Even though he id emotionally abusive. i still love him. Even though I am not sure he is faithful to me..I am still loyal to him. He calls me really bad words that no woman deserves. I yearn for some help. some love. I am SO very very sad,