God fixed me.

May 23, 2019 by Satomi11   Comments (5)

I started going to church little over one year ago.

I met someone who is in wheelchair.

I never met her before but i felt instant connection

and she was so familiar to me.

I heard she uesd to lead children's ministry , bible talk ,

women's devotional and etc. She was very active Christian.

But She developed problems in her brain.

She needs helps for daily life and difficulty to .............................

understand and talk.

We developed friendship, and her and her husband

call me " little sunshine".

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I pray for her healing . I truly pray for her fervently.

Everybody in the church pray for her too.

But her condition is not getting better in my eye.

One day I got really upset with God.

God, why don't you FIX her ?

You told us If two or more people agree in name of Jesus,

Father in heaven will do it for us.

That's you said, so just Fix her.

(You see I am only a new christian) .......

I shared my feeling to other mature Christian sisters

and they gave me good responses.

Yes, I understood what they were saying intellectually.

But I wasn't just feeling it.

I was still upset- really unhappy with God.

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One day, I was surfing internet.

I found the poem by chance(?).

"And God said NO".

written by Claudia M Welsz.

It says

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole,

and God said, "No".

He said her spirit is whole and her body is only

temporary.

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When I read this poem, my heart beat fast

and tears came out.

I said to myself,

I got it, God. I really got it.

Yes, she is obedient daughter and

She loves God with all her heart.

She never stop believing in God.

She has faith.

She doesn't need to be fixed.

Yap, that's right.

God, fixed me.

Praise God.

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Father in Heaven!

April 17, 2019 by Satomi11   Comments (1)

Father Father,

I cry out to you.

Help us

Heal us

I love you, God!

Matthew 18:19

April 5, 2019 by Satomi11   Comments (0)

"Again I tell you that if two if you ..

on the earth agree about anything

you ask for, it will be done for you

by my father in heaven".

Amen.

In name of Jesus, ..

be merciful to us sinners!

Forgive us and lifts us from

despair of this world.

We are so overwhelmed by work of evil.

Save us.

Amen.

 ..

Psalm 46:10

April 5, 2019 by Satomi11   Comments (1)

Be still and know

that I am God.

Psalm 46:10

Amen.

He is our loving father.

He never forsake you.

When you are lost &..

despair, be still.

Oh I know it's hard.

Just Wait.

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My sharing. April 1st

April 1, 2019 by Satomi11   Comments (2)

Glory to god.

One morning , Suddenly

" i must go to church".

God's calling was loud &.. clear.

Now I am his.

Never be fatherless again.

Praise God,

My one year spiritual bithday.

My journey with God is slowly

but surely.

I pray lord help me do his will

and obey his word.

In name of Jesus,

Amen.