i am so ready for this realtionship to end, i  really am. I allowed him to move in with me, because i truly thought i had found the man for me, we were going to get married, start our own business, (transitional housing), we were going to take vactions together, live our life for god......all of that was a facade. I honestly knew in my heart before he moved here, that i was not doing the right thing. I should have listened to that voice in my heart, when the flag first went up. he is not that man i thought he was, he has issues that he needs to deal with...he is still mouring his mothers death twenty years ago, his father's death two years ago, his divorce three years ago, and instead of asking for help in any way, he medicates himself with marijunan and drink. i don't like the way he speaks, he cusses alot, he is not a very clean person around the house, he is lazy and does not have a go get them spirit. he is a slickster that is for sure, i don't like that way he tries to nickle and dime his friends.  if i allowed him to be he would be a controlling, he has a very jealous spirit as well. he is not a father figure i want for my daughter that is for sure, i do not want my daughter around him and do not want him to live with me ever again. my daughter has been with her father this school year in california but will be hone this summer. God knows what he is doing that is for sure, i am foreveer grateful that she was not here during the year to see how ugly he gets, he enjoys argueing i believe, he belives in cussing his mate out, and just being a nasty person at time. moving forward i will wait until the lord shows me my life partner, i know he has a man for me. one whom is hard working, faithful, loving, grateful, loves god, devoted family man, will love my daughter as she is his own, someone i can laugh with, play with, and ejnoy his company. i have none of that at this time, i don't even like to go home at night after work, when he is there. i know this is going to end very soon, i ask that god make a way for him to find a place, a car, and another job so that he may go our on his own. he has to be gone before the summer he has to, because i am ready to be free and to fly! :) My daughter is 15 years old and its important that i show her the right way to live. I have never lived with any other man, than my ex-husband, her father) and this guy was the first. i allowed it because i believed we were working on a future together. he still wants a future with me, i do not want a future with him because there is not one. I don't like hm as a person i realize and i guess thats what makes me sad. but not sad enough to stay in this relationship any longer, not even a little bit! god will make a way for my daughter and I.....i have faith and believe!.