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March 22, 2011 by Ishtar Comments (8)

My heart is in pieces Lord, as well tou know. R told me he is leaving us, and I will be a single mom to a teenage boy, who deperatly needs his dads guidance and support. I am sad because my R ignores me for 6-7 weeks at a time. that is not very Christian, he has NEVER said SORRY or Forgive me. He will not resolve any differences. His way to resolve is to take his problems to his ex wife from over 15 years ago. ( she loves us to argue, and does her best to cause it.) I will lose my home and job if he leaves. I am feeling it is difficult to want to eat. i feel depressed and want to just sleep all the time. Even though he id emotionally abusive. i still love him. Even though I am not sure he is faithful to me..I am still loyal to him. He calls me really bad words that no woman deserves. I yearn for some help. some love. I am SO very very sad,

billbus12

sorry to here ill pray to for you the world and people will let us down and hard to trust keep trusting Jesus he knows the hearts .

billbus12 Mar 22, 2011 at 10:56 pm Flag as inappropriate

shay1111

Father God hear this cry for help for her family. Dear God I ask IN JESUS NAME to soften this mans heart-guide him to salvation-complete family restoration over this family. Father nothing is impossiable with YOU and Your GREAT Power-Mercy-Grace-thank YOU Father-IN JESUS NAME,AMEN!!

shay1111 Mar 22, 2011 at 11:07 pm Flag as inappropriate

grace

Father in the name of your son Jesus, I bring before you the petition of this broken heart. Lord you are in control of our lives and you are in control of the Heavens and the Earth and everything in it. Father, turn their hearts around so that they focus on you. Lord that you will be the center of their lives and not their problems. Father come and give this daughter of yours encouragement and love from you. that she will be sure of what she is asking and that your will be done. Heal this family and open eyes so that they may see your hand working for them. Father favor your daughter with her job, favor her in her home, favor her even with her enemy to be set above all and others that come against her. Father I ask that you reveal yourself to this family and let them find peace, protection, salvation and unity in their home. In Jesus name I ask. amen.

grace Mar 22, 2011 at 11:49 pm Flag as inappropriate

Child of God

I will pray for you. Please understand that you are a much beloved daughter of God. He wants good things for you and your son. I agree that your teenage son needs some male influence but please consider finding that influence through friends, or a pastor, or grandparent if there are any. It doesn't sound as though it is coming from your man. Have you asked him to join you in prayer or counseling? However this ends up for now, for both you and your son's sake and peace of mind, keep your focus upward. God is there. Remember-"one day at a time", "moment to moment".

Child of God Mar 23, 2011 at 10:07 am Flag as inappropriate

msmari

Father God, you are Almighty, All Powerful, All Loving, All Merciful. You Lord know our hearts and the things that hurt us. Lord right now I ask for Your very best for Broken Heart, her son and husband. Your plans are better than anything we may come up with and they are for our good. So we ask for Your very best for this family. Heal the broken heart, save and deliver her husband, draw her son close to your heart. This family needs you and I know that You love them and will work things out for their good. I ask for peace and joy for BH. I pray she will keep her eyes on you no matter what the situation looks like and trust in Your unfailing love and wisdom. AMEN

msmari Mar 23, 2011 at 4:25 pm Flag as inappropriate

AnnAdina

Sorry to hear this my dear. I know you are in a place of hurt right now; even rejection (for both you and your son), but it is so important to allow the Lord to minister to you through forgiveness. Please know that I am also praying for you, most of all that you will get with Jesus and tell Him that you know that (your husband) is leaving, and that he "knows not what he does" but ask the Lord to forgive him - yes - even him - most of all him! Then, you must forgive him. I am telling you this, because, as a sister in Christ, it is so important (in order to receive what God has for you out of all of this) to choose to forgive this man. I hear your anger and it is natural. Cling the Lord in this time, and he may just show your husband an open door to his own heart; that he would see clearly his ways. It is not over until it is over, sweets! With much love......

AnnAdina Mar 24, 2011 at 1:16 pm Flag as inappropriate

amber0922

You’ll never find a rainbow if you’re looking down .Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.
I will be praying for you, God Bless you.

amber0922 Mar 27, 2011 at 4:51 pm Flag as inappropriate