You know what's funny? I am really discouraged today. I feel like the tools I have right now to get ahead are too small for my problem. I'm worried and I want to ask God just to let me cry it out. Just don't look for a minute Lord, lest it look like a fault of faithlessness.

The person today who offered me encouragement was from someone who openenly and adamantly denies God's power and grace and provision. He denies God is as good as they say He is. He was the one today who reminded me I had already set it to prayer- and to trust that there was a place out there for me.

Faith is contagious. I will go through whatever it is God has set for me- if only I can know my struggles will reach out to others. If this person can have Faith in God- without believing- I'm sure I can get through this day- then tomorrow- and hope that then the sun will come out. Living in Faith- expect a praise report very soon... Praise God for me would you?... now, and then later too.

And Lord, bring it on!