Praise the Lord, I can't contain it today.

All the heartache I have been through the last 6 months have been turned to Joy. Praise God.

Hardships went through God, then touched my life. I lost my husband under terrible circumstances, I was hurt, I've been through agonising court proceedings, mental battles, and Spiritual warfare. I uprooted my kids, the Lord had made a way for me to go from a stay at home mom to living on my own. I was given a new place the Lord had set for me. I have learnt to trust as every need is provided for. I am continuing my education in University- with provisions from God. I have been challenged to forgive- a hard fought battle for my own good.

And today, I sit here with Joy in my heart and praise on my tongue, even still. I called on Jesus time and time again. I praised God when I was in tears over my heart ache. And God has proven faithful. He has given me what He had promised. I even have a glimps of the future and His promises for the changes I will be able to make. His purpose for me is on the horizon- I can see it. I have assurance, and blessing. I have peace, although sometimes temporairly interrupted as I forget not to worry. He takes me through this day, and then the next. He knows what I will face tomorrow and will have the Grace ready for me.

How good is our God? Trust in your turmoil, Praise through your tears, call on the name of the Lord in your distress, and be still in knowing. God will not fail. He had held me through trials I could not have gotten through on my own without Grace.

There is more to come. I do not fancy ideals that the heardships of life are over- but it doesn't matter. Because He is will me, even now and even when. In the Bible God is a God of justic when you are hurt, guidance when you are lost, provider when you are in need, comforter when your heart aches. He is a God to be praised, and feared, requires obediences and offers peace. He is there when you do right, and still there just as strong when you fail. He is the one who opens eyes and softens hearts.

Ha-ha- I'm still in victory. I will not be shaken.