I have not been perfect I have sinned on numerous occaisions. I have had immoral thoughts in my mind and have been angry when not warranted. I have had lies slip from my mouth in the past. I find it best to own up to your faults and your flaws if you do wrong appologize and admit where you went wrong. If you wrong somebody be humble enough to say im sorry i messed up. It is hard to better yourself or to evolve if you don't self anylize and try to reprogram best way to do that is get the stuff that holds you back out. If you have a guilt that won't come clean, come clean to the Lord Jesus Christ and the Father. If you hide things even from yourself how can you become a better person. It is hard to be light if you keep part of yourself in the dark. I remember very much That we have a forgiving Lord beyond our grasp of forgiveness. Also that the Heavenly Fathers Wrath is easily turned, you just have to own up to where you went off course. Taking responsibility is admiriable and shows a motivation to change. You will find the feeling of forgiveness and the weight come off. The Lord Knows we tread in these human vessells and are subject to human flaws it happens. I think the key is realizing the error you made.