English Translation of the book of Matthew from the original Hebrew

May 17, 2022 by Michelle   Comments (0)

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https://www.hebrewgospels.com/_files/ugd/c68db9_d371926e16544fffb29b6b28f0146c7f.pdf .very edifying. They also have the other 3 gospels and a couple of other books. Seek knowledge, seek wisdom seek understanding. Our Bible's are good I still read them but this is just another level. Hosea says His people perish for lack of knowledge. Enjoy and Yahweh bless you.

A wounded spirit transformed

March 8, 2022 by Michelle   Comments (6)

A wounded spirit, God wants to mend
To bring healing and wholeness once again

Where there's brokenness, God gives new hope
And waters our souls to bring new growth

When we have no one, He calls us His friend
And forgives our sins, so we're not condemned

His love goes deep and covers our sin,
So His light may shine brightly within

Dispelling darkness and deep despair,
His love is constant and always near

The cleansing streams of God's sweet grace
Washes over us as we embrace

His holy word that came to life
In the person of His Son, Jesus Christ,

Who brings to us life, hope and love
And eternal blessings from His throne above

I could never want anything more
Than forgiveness and healing from my Lord

For we shall not stay wounded or dismayed,
But be transformed by the word He gave

And with His spirit sent to comfort us,
We shall emerge with faith, hope and love.

~~~ M. S. Lowndes

scary news reports about End Times praying Christians wake up

February 25, 2022 by Michelle   Comments (4)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5kWu1hydNo This video from December highlights a number of serious news reports and gives the link to them. In Sweden and other countries people have been implanted with microchip vaccine passports. There was a post today on CBN about a woman who wanted to get out of NY because they have a concentration camp there ready to put Christians and dissidents and others who refuse this vaccine, it is NOT even a vaccine, they had to change the definition of the word vaccine to be able to call it that. NY has passed or is passing a law to say people can be held indefinetely who won't comply. Also some people in the USA army calling for war games to prepare for Civil War and other issues very worthy of your time. Remember trust in Jesus - He said whoever endures to the end will be saved. I believe in a rapture but not sure if it is pre tribulation, mid tribulation or post tribulation. Let's pray for more revelation and for the Holy Spirit to guide us as what is best to do. In Jesus Name, Amen

the man in the glory - reminder the 3rd one that He is knocking at the door and I have to hurry up and open it

February 12, 2022 by Michelle   Comments (4)

The Man in the Glory
...the man Christ Jesus. 1 Timothy 2:5
I wake in the morning with thoughts of His love
Who is living for me in the glory above,
Ev'ry minute expecting He'll call me away,
And that keeps me bright all the rest of the day.

But the moments speed forward, and on comes the noon
Yet still I am singing: "He'll come very soon."
And thus I am watching from morning till night
And pluming my wings to be ready for flight.

There's a Man in the glory I know very well
I have known Him for years, and His goodness can tell:
One day in His mercy He knock'd at my door,
And seeking admission, knock'd many times o'er.

But when I went to Him, and stood face to face,
And listen'd awhile to His story of grace,
How He suffer' d for sinners, and put away sin,
I heartily, thankfully welcomed Him in.

We have lived on together a number of years,
And that's why I neither have doubtings nor fears,
For my sins are all hid in the depths of the sea,
They were carried down there by the Man on the tree.

I am often surprised why the lip should be curl'd,
When I speak of my Lord to the man of the world.
And notice with sorrow his look of disdain,
When I tell him that Jesus is coming again.

He seems so content with his houses and gold,
While despising the ark, like the people of old,
And yet at His coming I'm sure he would flee,
Like the man in the garden, who ate of the tree.

I cannot but think it is foolish of souls
To put all their money "in bags which have holes",
To find in the day that is coming apace,
How lightly they valued the "riches of grace".

As fond as I am of His work in the field,
I would let go the plough, I would lay down the shield:
The weapons of service I'd put on the shelf,
And the sword in its scabbard, to be with Himself.

But I'll work on with pleasure, while keeping my eyes
On the end of the field where standeth the prize.
I would work for His glory, that when we shall meet
I may have a large sheaf to lay down at His feet.

That He too, with pleasure His fruit may review:
Is the Man in the glory a stranger to you?
A stranger to Jesus, what, do you know
He is washing poor sinners much whiter than snow?

Have you lived in a land where the Bible's unknown,
That you don't know the Man who is now on the throne?
Ah, did you but know half His beauty and power
You would not be a stranger another half&.ndash.hour.

I have known Him so long that I'm able to say,
The very worst sinner He'll not turn away.
The question of sin, I adoringly see,
The Man in the glory has settled for me.

And as to my footsteps whatever the scene,
The Man in the glory is keeping me clean.
And therefore I'm singing from morning till night
The Man in the glory is all my delight.
~~~ George Cutting

mass formation psychosis. people hating on those of us who are trying to tell the truth about vaccines

January 6, 2022 by Michelle   Comments (5)



it says in the Bible that God will send them a strong delusion because they loved not the Truth. I know all about it, I had delusions of granduer through schitzophrenia when I was living as a rebel against God. Now I am turning to Christ and He is bringing healing, all thanks and praises to Him and not the pseudo science of Psychaitry which just adds new man made diagnosis to their reference books and doesn't want anyone to truly get better but just make another buck for Big Pharma. Also they are ignorant of the real causes of a lot of mental illness which is demonic in nature and often comes from opening doors into the unseen through wrong religions and occult practises.

lusts of the flesh

December 2, 2021 by Michelle   Comments (2)

friday 3rd dec 4.10am. . .


I am still having trouble overcoming the lusts of the flesh. I didn't get up at 2.40am when the alarm went off to pray at 3am but just turned it off was so tired. Just got up about 10 minutes ago and as soon as i got up i had half a tin of veg soup and a quarter of a slice of bread with a little bit of cheese. Then i found two rizlas and went to my neighbours garden and got some butts out of her astry and made a roll up. It's always hardest when I wake up. That means i only fasted for about 30 hours but i think i will try not to eat any more. .


LListening to the watchman the red horse of war is about to ride, I was so upset i made a nasty comment saying - why is God doing all this He sounds like a terrorist. No matter how hard i try i just cant get over my double mindedness. I dont want to go back to when i was hating God half the time but i just cant get my head around predestination. If he chose a few people from before the start of the world to be written in the book of life but not most of the people why did he create the rest of the people just for them to definetely go to hell it just seems so evil. I cant believe that at this time last year during Channakah i was so in love with Jesus and felt His presence for a few days and gave up smoking for 5 days. I feel like im going to have a schitzophrenic attack again from believing two different things. Im gonna pray now i dont know why

Is the rapture imminent, desperately trying to overcome the lusts of the flesh in smoking and eating before it's too late

December 2, 2021 by Michelle   Comments (1)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8eKTY-fKHY&.....t=609s - video by Tony Lamb confirming rapture is imminent. .....


Tonight, the 4th night of Channakah I have again chucked all my tobacco down the toilet. It is sending me to hell, i'm sure of it. So many people, including pastors, tell me it is not a sin that leads to hell. Even though my soul is dead inside due to lifetime of high level addiction, mental illness, rebellion and sin , I still feel deeply that it will keep me from the rapture and that I won't survive the Great Tribulation if that happens. .....

I have gone about 5 hours without a smoke, I have a nicotine replacement thing, i can't remember what it is called, it's like an inhaler but no smoke or anything comes out. I just got a roll up out of the bin that I lit at the wrong end the filter end yesterday so I threw it away. If you think that is disgusting, it's nothing compared to when I walk down to the local pub to pick up butts from ashtrays. Even though I know its disgusting, embaressing and could give me Covid-19 I still can't stop myself. This is an hardcore addiction, an addiction of the flesh and a demonic influence. I feel ashamed to write the things I do, but maybe one day, the Holy Spirit will guide someone also desperate to read this and if I manage to overcome it could give them hope. I take great hope from people on CBN telling me how they got of addiction and youtube testimonies. .....


I have a good addiction testimony too, Jesus delivered me from heroin almost instantly and methadone in a few days cutting down. I also used to do crack, speed, marijuana and some alcholol which I no longer do. I just know He didn't free me from all that to be a slave to tobacco. It keeps me from my life with Jesus, constantly on my mind while praying, making me come out of praying earlier than I desire. .....


I did have a great breakthrough with fasting last year. I fasted a lot, not all at once, I promised /god about 4 years ago that I would do a 21 day water fast but I have never been able to manage it. I did fast a lot, a few days and then one or two meals, a couple of times I messed up really badly and has a spirit of gluttony and was so hungry and demon bound I couldn't stop eating, but that hasn't happened for a few months, thank God, although Im not really trying hard enough to fast. Last year I lost about 2 or 3 stone, my psychiatric nurse was really worried she noticed how skinny I was when she came to do my anti-psychotic injection. She got the doctor to give me a telephone appointment and they said if I didn't put on weight they would section me in a mental health facility again. It was worth it though, I felt really close to Jesus and had my first love experience, this time last year, on Channakah the feast of dedication. now im desperately trying to dedicate my life to Him again. .....


I am going to write some scriptures and sayings that encourage me to fast and give up smoking, it will be good for me to have them all together to read when I go through temptation and just maybe it could help someone else if they ever see this. I have been fasting almost 6 hours. .....


And while your feasting at his table, .....

he'll tie your hands and numb your mind. .....

He'll take you further than you want to go, .....

keep you longer than you want to stay, .....

and it will cost you more than you ever thought you'd pay. - Casting Crowns song called Waiting on the night to come. .....


Physical obedience of fasting releases spiritual power, favour, help, protection, healing, miracles, blessings. From Jentzin Franklin. .....


For if you live after the flesh, ye shall die. But if you through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, you shall live. Romans 8.13


I humbled my soul with fasting and my prayer returned into my own heart. Psalm 35.13


He sent His Word and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions. Psalm 107.20


For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Romans 8.6


And the kingdom of God is not eating and drinking (and smoking) but righteousness, peace and the joy of the Holy Spirit. The Bible. .....


Let the wicked forsake his ways, and the evil man his thoughts, let them turn to YHVH and He will have mercy on him, and to our Elohim for He will freely pardon. Isaiah 55.7


The righteous eat to the satisfying of his soul, but the belly of the wicked shall perish. .....


Return to Me you backsliding children, and I will heal your backsliding. Jeremiah 3.22


And I will heal their backsliding, and love them freely, for My anger is turned away from them. Book of Hosea. ....


Humility results in the grace of Elohim. As we humble our souls with fasting we have instant access to the heart of Elohim. As we deny ourselves as a act of concecration we are better able to exercise self-control over our emotions and desires (thoughts and feelings I add). Pastor Robert Clancy


Deny yourselves, pick up your cross and follow Me, only those who do this are worthy of Me and can become my disciples. Jesus. ...


Some evil spirits only come out through prayer and fastinG. jESUS. ...


Is not this the fast that I have chosen, to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke. - Isaiah 58.6


Galations 5.8 - For he that sows to the flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption. but he that sows to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap ever lasting life. .


Fasting creates intimacy with Jesus - Pastor Robert Clancy


Ahayah's promises come to us when we fully commit our lives to Him, the premise is established by the premise of our devotion to Him. - Pastor Robert Clancy. .


He that being often reproved hardens his neck, shall suddenly be destroyed and that without remedy. - Bible


You cannot serve Elohim and money - Matthew 6.24


He that refuses instruction despises his own soul, but he that hears reproof gets understanding - Bible


Fasting breaks the bonds of wickedness and breaks every yolk the enemy has placed on you. - Robert Clancy


Fasting brings consecration - Robert Clancy


Fear Elohim, and keep His commandments. That is the whole duty of man. - Bible


Fasting is an opportunity for your wordly desires to decrease, and your godly appetite to increase. - Pastor Robert Clancy.


So you gave them what they wanted to eat, but their souls starved away to nothing. - Psalms. .

God is the cure for Covid.

November 20, 2021 by Michelle   Comments (3)

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Doctors told us undetectable and unseen all around us. Most of us did not it was right here, all around us. But Jesus warned us of coming divers deseases on earth and people will be worry and fearful of getting it. Well, they got it and now they sick again and again. Who can deliver us from this virus that will not go away from us?

Jesus alone can deliver us from anything satan brings to our life.
Healing rain falls on those who believe and trust His word.
Lepers of all kinds came to His feet and desired to be healed.
There were no vaccine or any medicine to cure them.
Only the word of the Lord can cure anything the devil brought to them.
Healing rain is coming from heaven.
Let it rain all over us.
Deliver us o Lord from any sickness that comes along.
You are the One who healeth all things.

Hear the voice of the Lord. I am the One who healeth you.


All the above is from Yonkers on prayerrequest.com. I have only written what is below

https://www.msn.com/en-gb/news/us/scientists-mystified-wary-as-africa-avoids-covid-disaster/ar-AAQTcYk?ocid=msedgdhp&.....pc=U531 And here is some great news that God is protecting many Africans from COVID who have fortunately had hardly any access to vaccines. In the UK our stats are going up more deaths more sickness since more people took vaccine. This was a planned epidemic and we can't expect them to cure it, we have God and faith and His plants that often indigenous people know about healings that we don't. .....


Africa and India, possibly others too use Ivermectin regularly for Malaria prevention and this is what works as a treatment and a preventer as it's an anti-viral drug, been used on humans for decades and very safe even in young children if used properly.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROPpIWA6Q50 ... Pastor Robert Clancy - Daily Prophetic Message - The Flood of Lies during Perilious Time. ...


https://player.lightcast.com/zcjMycjN ..  ..- Injecting Truth series - Violation of Trust. Del Bigtree and Professor Dolores Cahill ..

took kids to church first time ever God is giving me a new heart

October 25, 2021 by Michelle   Comments (5)

things i learnt at church sermon - Obey and Trust. Don't judge. we are unworthy servants. fear the Lord and keep His commandments this is the whole duty of man. And Adayah Thy Elohim will circumstance your heart and the heart of your seed to love the Lord your God with all your heart and all your soul, so that you may live. ..


conformation robert clancy do not worry what you should eat. .

sorry God I should not have called You a monster for creating hell and sending so many people there

July 10, 2021 by Michelle   Comments (4)

clearly there are spiritual matters too high for me to understand. I'm so glad God that you are humble, gracious, slow to anger and slow to judge. I'm sorry for all the times I have judged you, when it is me that is under judgement. You are the one who is beyond reproach and everything you do must be perfect and right, You are the only One who is loving enough to send Your only Son to die for us. I'm sorry and get it twisted and wonder why He had to die when You could have just forgiven us, You know best how to order Your Creation, If You say there is no atonement for sin without the shedding of Blood then I choose to trust and believe You are right. You have more than proved Yourself to me to be loving and merciful, I will not forget all the things You have done for me and will trust in You to deliver me from smoking and schitzophrenia so I don't end up in hell. Thank You for not killing me yet or letting satan kill me. I choose to trust what I can't understand all I have to remember is that like the song says - in the Light of Your Face all our questions die, all our questions fade away. I believe on the day of resserection we will understand all things and by then we won't even care we will just be so happy to be with You. Please please help me Greg and everyone to deal with our doubts and fears that You are not good and to cope with all the suffering around us in this world and not blame You. I love you God, Amen. Thank you cbn prayer partners for being so patient with me and your many prayers for me I love you all too and am grateful.

Jesus is The Truth. The Bible which is true, says He is the Way, the Truth and the Light. Your right we wont know all Trust until the other side, our finite human frail minds are not capable of grasping it. If you want to know even what we are capable of knowing in this life like we both yearn too, we have to seek a personal relationship with Him with all our hearts, thats the only thing that truly helped me feeling His presence a few months ago it reassured me of all my judgements against Him. We are a people under Judgement for our own sins.

Psalm 81 13 to 15 - O that My people had harkened unto me and Israel had walked in my ways. I should soon have subdued their enemies, and turned My Hand against their adversetries. The haters of YHVH should have submitted themselves unto Him, but that their time should have endured forever. .